Thursday, January 07, 2010
I can't believe I'm actually starting this. The actual blog, that is. I know I'm a little late in joining the bandwagon because it seems EVERYONE blogs now, but I just didn't see the point in it. Until, I started reading other people's blogs and realized that they helped me. Even if with little things. Mom things, of course.
I don't actually expect anyone to happen upon this, but if you are reading this then, I hope it will inspire (in some way) and intrigue you! I'm tired of comparing my little life to others who don't have children and determining that mine is "boring". I'm tired of bringing my "issues" to the Christain folk at church and have them tell me the same thing I've heard every...day...of...my life! I've been at the same church for 18 years! I know what you're going to say before I even tell you the "problem" (I say these "words" carefully because I KNOW my "issues" and "problems" are so minor compared to so many).
There's so much I have left to find. So many secrets of Him that I just plain can't understand. I know the journey will be a long one, finding Him, and I know I will never truly "get it" all until I've left this world. That's fine with me...I think.
There's so much I have left to find. So many secrets of Him that I just plain can't understand. I know the journey will be a long one, finding Him, and I know I will never truly "get it" all until I've left this world. That's fine with me...I think.
Being a control freak, it aggravates the CRAP out of me that I can't figure Him out. Just when I think I get it, He does something and I feel like I've started all over. He probably laughs like crazy when that stuff happens. I know He knows the beggining and the end (along with the bumpy middle) of my story, so I shouldn't worry, shouldn't constantly try to figure out exactly what's going on but just trust Him. For me, it's not been that easy...
I believe God has big changes in store for my family other this next year. I believe He has big chances in my walk and relationship with Him, alone. I hope those changes overflow into my responsiblities to my children; to show them who He is. I want to seek after Him harder than ever this year. I'll be seeking Him, teaching my children to seek Him, learning to CALM DOWN and let Him guide me, all the while I'll be doing laundry and teaching ABC's! :o)
Labels: Family, SAHM Ramblings, Stray Thoughts
1 Comment:
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- Unknown said...
January 8, 2010 at 12:56 PMHi Annie! Welcome to blogland and thanks for visiting mine :) My main goal this year is to try and understand my Faith better and what is expected of me. Maybe we can take the journey together. I am trying to go to church more, listen to the lessons intently, read the scriptures daily, and just ask questions if I have any. I will pray for your success.
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